For my family

Hey ya'll!!! It's almost that time where yours truly is moving in on her own again. Giving Randi and Mike their own space, and me mine.
I'll be in my new apartment by Feb 3. The big move is happening on the 2nd. I'll get you all my new address soon. Just wanted to give you a heads up after Feb 3rd, you won't be able to find me with Fay anymore.

Love you all -
See you soon
Kristalynn

Goodbye

Heavy pressure upon my chest
and choking on my own missing breath
Pain through my spine
as I drop to my knees
My whole world has come
crashing down upon me
I scream to the heavens
in the silence of the dark
This minute, this moment, this memory
nothing but broken,
agony,
of goodbye

New Year

I have never been the kind of person to make resolutions. I don't like to break promises, especially ones to myself. However, this year I have decided to make some resolutions that I think I can keep.
My resolution is to remember who I was. I have changed so much because of bitterness over the last few years, that I have lost who I was. I was fun, out-going, and not afraid meeting people. What happened? I have no idea, but im planning on getting back to who I was.
This year i'm moving back in to an apartment with myself, I think thats the first start.
Living with my sister has been great, we became best friends, but somedays I feel its at the point if I don't leave we won't be talking. Just a feeling.
I do really well on my own, so I think that will be the first step in reclaiming myself.

I know its not a long list of things to change, but in the long run, its a lot more than most people think